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I'm feeling lazy this weekend (and have a shitload to do), so here's what I wrote on Wednesday at Jolinko. Just to clarify, I still feel like this, but at least I don't cry all the way home anymore. Anyway, on with the entry:
I'm really questioning why I want to teach. How can I be in the 3rd week and feeling so stressed and ready to give up? I really really really really really really don't want to do lesson plans tonight. I really really really really really really don't want to grade papers that I've collected. I really really really really really really don't want to plan out next week.
Really.
I just don't care. I don't want to do this anymore. It's not that it's too much work. I know that I can't let one bad day get me down. I know I'm not the only one that's ever felt like this (let me live in my delusion, eh?). I know that anything I pursue with my B.A. in unemployment (a.k.a. English, concentration in writing -- what was I thinking??) will be just as much work.
Wish this would all just magically disappear or suddenly get easier. Or something. Bah! I hate this!
Promising a better (on time) entry next week,
Thanks for reading,
Ter
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